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Comatose
My Sanctuary
Silent Night
Invisible

Crash & Burn
Heaven Bound
Day Dreaming
Regardless

 

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Be Gone
Cold Inside
Comatose
Crash & Burn
Day Dreaming
A Door & A Window
Goodbye To Us
Heaven Bound
I Don't Know Why
Instrument
Invisible
It Never Stops
Life Line

Lullaby

My Sanctuary
Regardless
Silent Night
Time (It's Not Too Late)
Time Machine
To The Sea
Treasure
Underneath The Moonlight
Unrequited Love
What Are You Waiting For?
You Will Never See


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Be Gone
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

Lost by the ocean shore
You wanting so much more
I gave all that I had to give
Breaking down this life I live

Sitting here with a frozen stare
Cool sea wind blowing through our hair
Your bold hands reaching out to me
This was never meant to be
Don't try, just say goodbye

I know that I once loved you
But what I want you to do is
Leave me here and don't look back
What we had fell off the track
Derailed, we failed

I can not stand to lose a fight
Still I'll stand up for what's right
I am wanting so much more
Take your things walk out that door

So long, be gone

I need to be on my own I have learned
Take it away, leave and don't return

I know that I once loved you
But what I want you to do is
Leave me here and don't look back
What we had fell off the track
Derailed, we failed
Don't try, just say goodbye
So long, be gone

 

     

 

Cold Inside
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

I cannot believe
And I cannot feel
I cannot imagine
And I am not real

I no longer smile
Cannot shed a tear
I'm no longer angry
No more will I fear

I am cold inside
I may as well have died
A breath is but a sigh
From the emptiness of life

I cannot believe
And I cannot feel
I cannot imagine
And I am not real

I am cold inside
I may as well have died
A breath is but a sigh
From the emptiness of life

I am cold inside, I am cold inside
Healing takes some time
Don't give up, you'll be just fine

 

     

 

Comatose
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

Lying here in my room
See the glass reflect the moon
Silence driving me insane
Thoughts that echo through my brain

Morning comes and I must face
The emptiness that fills this place
With you no longer living here
I will not wake 'til you reappear

Why can't I be somewhere far
Away from here on a shooting star?
Flying high through the air
Comatose and unaware

I know I will need to deal
With all the sadness that I feel
And maybe someday I just might
But I only want to dream tonight

I lie here in bed, forever asleep
Lost in a dream I continue to keep
This broken heart should be dealt with, I agree
But nothing else matters if you're not here with me

Why can't I be somewhere far
Away from here on a shooting star?
Flying high through the air
Comatose and unaware

 

     

 

Crash & Burn
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

Touched a rose but the thorns caused me to bleed
Should have known, but I'm much too young to see
All the danger that's surrounding me
Cannot hear the words that I should heed

Intertwined by greed and my desire
Mapping out a plan that conspire
Gathering the tools it will require
Moving toward the thing I aspire

And there's nothing that men say
That can change my pathway
Even if I crash and burn

Devious and wild is more sincere
Sweet and mild is how I will appear
If I'm caught the punishment severe
The only hope is if I persevere

Every step I'm walking on a line
As I'm plotting out my latest crime
I can't help if this is my design
We're all masters of our own decline

And there's nothing that men say
That can change my pathway
Even if I crash and burn (let me burn)

And now is the time
To pay for my crime
But it's not the end
It starts all over again

But there is nothing that men say
That can change my pathway
Even if I crash and burn (let me burn)

 

     

 

Day Dreaming
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

I've seen his face this time isn't the first
With every beat my heart ready to burst
Just past the border our ecstasy lies
Burning with passion, feel temperature rise
Closing my eyes, feel your breath on my skin
Living this day dream head starts to spin

Day dreaming, day dreaming
Day dreaming away my days

Summer sky blazing, sun on my face
You here beside me, my pulse begins to race
All that is perfect, I never knew
Is in the moment I'm spending with you
Just as the day ends you can't be found
Wake up I'm empty, you're not around

Day dreaming, day dreaming
Day dreaming away my days

Flying, I'm crossing the heavens and trying
To get to the place you are hiding
Where I'm day dreaming, day dreaming
Day dreaming away my days

 

     

 

A Door & A Window
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

A door and a window they are locked tight
No one can get inside this heart of mine
Close the curtains to keep out the light
Pain is all I've ever known in this life

When I was young and I was unjaded love had its own certain charm
Now that I'm older my heart has faded and love can only do harm

A door and a window they are locked tight
Break out the wine and set me free tonight
They said they cared and I know that they tried
But every time I turn my back they run and hide

When I was young and I was so naïve I let love in on a whim
I gave up hope when they gave up trying now all my trust has worn thin

What is the use in believing its truth when all that I get is to cry?
I don't believe in what I am seeing, no matter how hard you try
I wont give into a lie

A door and a window they are locked tight
Every hope I have for love is out of sight
The dreams that I once had I some how lost
Now all that's left inside me is a heart of frost

When I was young and I was unjaded love had its own certain charm
Now that I'm older my heart has faded and love can only do harm

What is the use in believing its truth when all that I get is to cry?
I don't believe in what I am seeing, no matter how hard you try
I wont give into a lie

A door and a window they are locked tight

 

     

 

Goodbye To Us
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

I remember as a child I spent my nights thinking of you
I would go to bed and pray that someday I could be with you

And I would be the one to wait
For time to bring us to the fate
I believed in us

But I grew up and still no you beside me, who lied to me?
How is it that I would ever feel the love that I dreamed of?

Cause time could never heal these wounds
And hurt would only come my way
My quest for love was bound to fail
No chance for love to ever stay in my house of pain

The love I thought we shared was never really there
Cause you found better things to do
No more for childhood days and hearts at play
You found another girl to fall into

So I grew up and still no you besides me, who lied to me?
How is it that I would ever feel the love that I dreamed of?

No longer will I sit and wait
For time to bring us to the fate
Goodbye to us

 

     

 

Heaven Bound
Lyrics by Jess Hanna

Drowning in waves of corruption
Searching for tides of the truth
Rivers of condemnation
Wasting life searching for more

Angels are waiting to greet me
Fighting against the racing grain
Teach me to love all the earth
Guide me with your loving heart

People cannot imagine
Gifts you have promised to them
I long for the day that we meet
To greet you with pure innocence

Help me, hold me, save me
Grab me out of this world
Help me, hold me, save me
Give me a ray of hope

 

     

 

I Don't Know Why
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

I loved him deeply
I loved him higher than the sky
I loved him madly
And oh I don't know why

He had a smile
And had the heavens in his eyes
I loved him crazy
And oh I don't know why

The day we fell in love I swore
I'd never felt like that before
He brought me sunshine, he brought me rain
I'll never feel like that again, like that again

We had our problems
Where he would yell and I would cry
He had to leave me
And oh I don't know why

The day we fell in love I swore
I'd never felt like that before
He brought me sunshine, he brought me rain
I'll never feel like that again, like that again

I loved him deeply
I loved him higher than the sky
I loved him madly
And oh I don't know why

 

     

 

Instrument
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

Use me as an instrument
Let me speak the words you say
Give to me a brand new song
For I long sing your praises

I love you
I need you
Got to have you in my life

Every morning that I wake
Greet me with the sweetest melody
Be near me throughout the day
As I gladly sing your praises

I love you
I need you
Got to have you in my life

Bridge
In the shadows of the musical interlude
I search for the light that I know will see me through
When I wander through the night in solitude
I can hear your voice guiding me back to you

I love you
I need you
Got to have you in my life

 

     

 

Invisible
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

Sometimes I wonder what is missing
Do you feel what I feel?
And sometimes I wonder what is wrong
Why I feel so alone

Sometimes I wonder, I just wonder
What to do with myself
And sometimes I take it all in stride
Try to smile despite the blue

Yes I do, yes I do
Try to smile despite the blue

I love you more than you could ever know
Even though I realize I'm invisible
Just being close to you is enough for me
To begin another day
I hang on every word you say
And try smile despite the blue, yes I do

Sometimes I wonder if you see me
When you're looking my way
And sometimes I wonder if you know
That you're all I'm living for

Sometimes I wonder, I just wonder
How to give up this game
And sometimes I know it's all in vain
Try to smile despite the blue

Yes I do, yes I do
Try to smile despite the blue

I love you more than you could ever know
Even though I realize I'm invisible
Just being close to you is enough for me
To begin another day
I hang on every word you say
And try smile despite the blue, yes I do

 

     

 

It Never Stops
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

See me, see me

See me for what I am
Be free if you only condemn

And it never stops, and I'm out of my head
No it never stops, and it wont 'til we're dead
You will never stop, until you get your way
No it never stops, as we fall in disarray

Why do I try when you don't understand?
By and by it's out of my hands

And it never stops, and I'm out of my head
No it never stops, and it wont 'til we're dead
You will never stop, until you get your way
No it never stops, as we fall in disarray

 

     

 

Life Line
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

'I'm fine!' she heard him say before he slammed the door
They have been through this a million times before
Another night of psychedelic scenes
Flashes from the television screen

She goes down on her knees to say a prayer
And wonders if he even made it there
4 am and still no word at all
Plain to see the writing on the wall

He's intoxicated and feeling elated, but not for too long
It's so very frightening, she's knows that it's likely that things could go wrong

One of these days he will deal with fate
It may already be too late
How many secrets and how many lies
Can you tell to the baby with her Father's eyes?

Pick up the phone and dial 911
Got to get to him first before the damage is done
Should the morning light shine God only knows what they'll find
Will somebody please throw this man a life line?

She goes down on her knees to say a prayer
And wonders if he even made it there
4 am and still no word at all
Plain to see the writing on the wall

He's intoxicated and feeling elated, but not for too long
It's so very frightening, she's knows that it's likely that things could go wrong

 

     

 

Lullaby
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

Twelve O'clock a restless night
In my heart a glowing light
A fire that is burning bright
How I wish I had you

Dreams that tear down all my will
Lovely as a daffodil
But pain and hurt linger still
Knowing I don't have you

Lullaby, Lullaby, Lullaby

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray your heart I have to keep
Quietly I begin to weep
God I have to have you

Time for me to drift away
One last thing I've got to say
You'll be here with me someday
I know that I will have you

Lullaby, Lullaby, Lullaby

 

     

 

My Sanctuary
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

When the night is cold and the love is gone
When I have no place to go I am not alone
When my trust is wearing thin and the walls are closing in
Just when all my hope is gone you were with me all along

I don't worry about my heart, it's a burden I don't carry
When the road becomes too hard you are my sanctuary
I won't worry about my heart when it's dark and cold and scary
You are where I find my peace, you are my sanctuary

Through the storm when I find that I am weak
There you are, holding close to me
When everything's ok and nothing is wrong with me
Where you are is still where I want to be

I don't worry about my heart, it's a burden I don't carry
When the road becomes too hard you are my sanctuary
I won't worry about my heart when it's dark and cold and scary
You are where I find my peace, you are my sanctuary
(You are, you are)

 

     

 

Regardless
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

Break the chains that bind me down
Break them down to dust
Then lose yourself and give into
This ever-growing lust
Feel my love, feel my breath
Feel me deep inside
Feel all that I have to give
Let me be your guide

These walls are closing in my dear
Please rescue me tonight
I don't know how much I can take
Please don't give up the fight
I will beg, I will plead
Until you come my way
Giving every breath to you
Regardless come what may

Regardless of the life I live
There is so much more I long to give
And if you break the lock and set me free
I will vow to love you for eternity

Unwrap this gift I give to you
Do you know what it's for?
To some it is a day of play
But for you it is so much more
See the light, burning bright
Deep inside my soul
I hope that it will last forever
But regardless it will grow (but I don't want you to go)

Regardless of the life I lead
There is so much more I long to be
And if you break the lock and set me free
I will vow to love you for eternity

 

     

 

Silent Night
Lyrics by Joseph Mohr

Silent night, holy night
All is calm, all is bright
Round yon Virgin Mother and Child
Holy Infant so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace
Sleep in heavenly peace

Silent night, holy night!
Shepherds quake at the sight
Glories stream from heaven afar
Heavenly hosts sing Alleluia!
Christ, the Savior is born
Christ, the Savior is born

Silent night, holy night
Son of God, love's pure light
Radiant beams from Thy holy face
With the dawn of redeeming grace
Jesus, Lord, at Thy birth
Jesus, Lord, at Thy birth

 

     

 

Time (It's Not Too Late)
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

Time is of the essence and you're running out of time
Will you make your way to glory to the divine?
I can see you moving, heading toward the heavenly gate
You have waited far too long but it's not too late

I can hear a whisper calling from the radiant blue
In a voice so sweet and tender it's calling you
But time is of the essence, and there is no time to spare
If you make your way to glory, I'll meet you there

 

     

 

Time Machine
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

Girl feeling blue
What in the world are you going to do?
Can you rewind all the years that you knew?
Take back the hurt
Make the heartache all through
Put on the girls face a happier hue
Stand up and fight, this is your night to

Fly the time machine
Recreate the dream
Like you've never seen
Love will start to grow
Forget the pain you know

Tears that were cried
You are the reason her love for you died
Swallow your pride somehow turn back the tide
Turn out the light, take it to a new height and

Fly the time machine
Recreate the dream
Like you've never seen
Love will start to grow
Forget the pain you know

 

     

 

To The Sea
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

Luscious lips with one last kiss, I’m standing here all alone
Say goodbye but do no not cry, instead I turn to stone
I cannot imagine life without you next to me
Instead I’ll have to move onward to the sea

Say farewell, forever dwell on love that’s faded away
The growing pain drives me insane, there’s nothing left to say
I cannot imagine life without you next to me
Instead I’ll have to move onward to the sea

Drowning away in my sorrows then falling astray
Drowning away in the sea, I'm drifting away

You broke the spell and time will tell when all the answers are clear
I’ll be gone and you’ll move on but will not shed a tear
How can you just go through life and never stop to see?
How I wish you would be drowning next to me

Drowning away in my sorrows and falling astray
Drowning away in the sea, I'm drifting away
Drowning away in my sorrows that just won’t go away
Drowning away in the sea, I'm leaving today

 

     

 

Treasure
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

My heart stopped beating when you walked into the room
Your wicked smile made it happen all too soon
In just a moment the ground was swept away
I'm much too conscious of the image I portray
Cause I'm the kind of girl who plays by the rules
And won't be caught up in your web like other fools

The way you move told me all I need to know
But I'm the kind of girl who likes to take it slow
So I must fight this passion blazing deep inside
Ignore the subtle hints of interest you implied
My body's willing but my mind is in control
You may have my heart but you'll never have my soul

La la la, la la la

I know you're kind and what you have in mind
You want to steal with your charm and sex appeal
I know you're kind and what you have in mind
You want to steal despite how other's feel
I know you're kind and what you have in mind
You want to steal what I fight to conceal

This is a treasure not just anyone can own
And I'm prepared to give you up and walk alone
It's for a reason that I've waited patiently
For the right kind of love to come and set me free
It's not so easy but I know what must be done
Protect myself until I know I've found the one

La la la, la la la

I know you're kind and what you have in mind
You want to steal with your charm and sex appeal
I know you're kind and what you have in mind
You want to steal despite how other's feel
I know you're kind and what you have in mind
You want to steal what I fight to conceal

 

     

 

Underneath The Moonlight
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

Driving underneath the moonlight
Moving fast across the dark night
Music is lifting and your mind is drifting away

And I know what your thoughts are
Your wants all contained in this car
Your eyes beguiling, I see you smiling at me

I want to be far away from the city
Drive so fast make it last, until the morning

People everywhere that we go
We share something they just don't know
They just cannot reach secrets that we keep inside

I want to be far away from the city
Drive so fast make it last, until the morning

 

     

 

What Are You Waiting For?
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

I can feel the coldness in your lips
And I no longer feel The
Sweet caresses of your finger tips
The love is gone

When I look into your eyes I see
A void where I once used to be
But now those eyes are on the door
So darling what are you waiting for?

Even though I don't want you to go
It hurts me more when you put on a show
And make believe that you still love me
Darling you know that I would know if you still loved me

I can't stand to continue living this way
Just dancing around what you want to say
I'm tired of these games we play
The love is gone

I dont want to hold you against your will
I'll set you free though I love you still
So if I'm not the one you adore
Then darling what are you waiting for?

Even though I don't want you to go
It hurts me more when you put on a show
And make believe that you still love me
Darling you know that I would know if you still loved me

We never should have had to give up on our dream
But baby we are falling apart at the seam
Even still I have no doubt
Somehow we could work this out
If you would return your heart to me

Even though I don't want you to go
It hurts me more when you put on a show
And make believe that you still love me
Darling you know that I would know if you still loved me

 

     

 

Unrequited Love
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

I've been thinking and I'm sinking down so deep
Why is it that you consume me? I can't sleep
I've been stirring, tossing and turning
How come I can't think of anyone but you, what do I do?

Every single waking hour you are here
Talking to me, walking through me, disappear!
I don't want to think about you
I don't need your love to keep me satisfied and warm


Unrequited love is something I do not desire
If I am going to fall in love there's one thing I require
He must love me just as much as I do
But these thoughts they wipe away my point of view

I know you don't want me I won't waste my time
But I can't help but wonder what if you were mine?
This doomed relation, broken concentration
Leads me to conclude that I must push these thoughts of you away

Unrequited love is something I do not desire
If I am going to fall in love there's one thing I require
He must love me just as much as I do
But these thoughts they wipe away my point of view

 

     

 

You Will Never See
Lyrics by Jakki Jelene

I am so ashamed dear, you've stolen my pride
All you did was sit there every time I cried
You will never see me hurt
You will never see my sorrow

I am so afraid here, no reasons to stay
Since there is no love here you will get your way
And you will never see me hurt
You will never see my sorrow

Time is running out so, I think I will go
From your lack of effort, through this you will know
That you will never see me hurt
You will never see my sorrow 

 

     

 

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